will i ever be happy again?

Will I ever be happy again? Seriously, will I? I feel like im in an ocean of sorrow and i cant see land. Oh, I love the Lord! Even as i just wrote that last sentence, i had this vision run across my eyes of Jesus appearing in a boat in the middle of the ocean and asking me to get in with Him and I did and now amazingly- I am smiling. Romans 15: 13 Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit! Take Courage, Our Father IS Faithful!!